Temporarily Blooming

Hai, it's been a along time again to post something here :)

Yeah, it's already almost one month in a new year of 2017!

I just wanna write a short story of last half year :)

Guys, You've known of my story that I've got my third moving on...

It's a case with my senior 

and then, in last semester or last half year..

I got my new inspirer..

Yeah he's so inspiring for me..

He's my lecture assistant of one of my lectures..

He got his charm out over teaching in front of class..

He's smart, talented, religius..

yeah, I've imagine that he's an ideal type..

I've never knew about him before due to his academic year relatively far from my year..

Along the semester..

It seems like... he doesnt know my name but he knows which is me, and he doesnt know which is me while he knows the name of person chatting with him is my name.

I diligently chat him just about asking the material learning that I dont understand..
He kindly answer it, so that I could study well..
I've so grateful :))

My heart is always blooming as I see him in campus..

what a beautiful memory is  when we're passing in the same way from the different path, and he said "Hallo" first with shaking hand..

I'm so happy of it :))))))))

But there's a fear that he knows me..
I feel ashame if my score in his lecture assist getting low score..

But, fortunately, my score is out of expectation.. it's a good mark, good index..
Oh my... I cant forget all the things he did for helping me studying.. even it's just like answering my question and explaining once again what I dont understand..

as the seventh semester has gone away..
I dont have any reason to contact him..
The last time is the exam day of the lecture, just several hours before the exam starting..

I dont know that what I feel of..
Do I like him or just impressing..

Nowadays, I've just looking at him as my inspirer in college days..
Get happy if I meet him..
But I just can save it in my heart :))

My target is that I have to graduate quicker than him in 2018!
Keep spirit for us, kak!
Fighting! :)))

Thanks for making me temporarily blooming after getting move from someone before :))
It's an interesting feeling which get motivated to study :D